up and down, left and right

before i am sitting here, i have lotsa to be written on my blog. i have a lot of thoughts to be shared. but, everytime im here, i can’t find words to write.

okay.

1. i am getting old. i feel pain after one hour of tang soo do training. when i walk, i make sound like ‘uhh’ and ‘ouch’, besides, a hand behind my waist when i walk. i dont want to get so pathetic. im only 20 okay… im not an old lady.

2. me n huijing are training for the national tang soo do championship in klang this coming august. master chin said that we have no hope at all, coz the perak team is very good, superb. (ohya, we will be representing selangor team, too old to be in perak’s)… haha.

3. im going to the petrosains program this coming sunday. it will be 3 weeks program and will be free on weekends. will be staying at The Zon In the Park, beside KLCC….those who miss me, come to klcc, and give me a call.

4. im spending much more than i have. im looking forward to find a part time job, or whatever activities that i will be paid. help…

5. i’m extremely bored at home.

ARGHHHHhhhhh…….

no money = no travel, no travel = no fun, no fun = bored to death.

currenlty, im hooked up with the scent of the handkerchief i got from "somewhere". do u ever smell someone, that it makes you so comfortable, relax and relief when you are not in the mood? believe me, start to smell someone. haha

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i went to the "tosay telur" mamak shop near speedy this afternoon, and have one there. did i mentioned that i was alone? someone "ffk-ed" me. haha. the uncle that cooked the tosay is getting older and thinner. he fall asleep on the table while waiting for customers to come.

is that what we called life?

when we were younger, we went to school, to have the best education. after we graduated, we work. we earn. we marriage. we have kids. we DIE.

imagine life without the need of waiting things that you longed for, regretting of what you have done wrong, hoping that things would be better.

for me, life would be perfect when everyone lives happily, without much worries and arguments. It’s nice if you can spend the time with your loved ones, under one roof, preparing meals, cleaning the house, enjoying each other’s companion. (oopss..since when im like a marriaged woman?) but, wouldn’t it be nice like that?

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