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heelllo……………how are you? hehehe…. finally i can be able to escape from my home to go to KL for 3 weeks.. THREE weeks without actually feeling stressed at home.

where am i ?

im here, staying at The Zon in the Park, and the whole 3 weeks Petrosains-UTP science communication programme will be held in Petrosains, KLCC.

Everything is actually great here. staying in a two rooms apartment,the makcik cleaner will come and do the cleaning, making your bed, washing your dishes, making sure everything will be at their place even if a war had been taken place, everyday. Give them a round applause for their enthusiatics. haha.. crapping again.

well, don’t ask me what is the programme. i dont know. haha. everyday go to petrosains, the first week were consists of talks, and some ice breaking session of coz, tour around the center, visit to the sky brigde, and also, the group assignment, which we need to think of an idea, plan it, create it, implement it, design it and volla, we need to present it to the visitors. MAN! tell me how to explain to the kids about velocity, acceleration, energy… ohya, science communication, i think i got the answer. haha,

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i made a lot of great friends here from all over the world. south africa, mozambique, vietnam, cambodia, sudan, timorleste, pakistan, thailand,and msia also….

superb~ they are friendly and funny. hehe. hehe..

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sien la, i very sien here….. if not i wont online now right? haih… someone, plx cum n find me la.. go anywhere also can.. shooping? omg, mega sales la… i wan to shop~@!!

before i am sitting here, i have lotsa to be written on my blog. i have a lot of thoughts to be shared. but, everytime im here, i can’t find words to write.

okay.

1. i am getting old. i feel pain after one hour of tang soo do training. when i walk, i make sound like ‘uhh’ and ‘ouch’, besides, a hand behind my waist when i walk. i dont want to get so pathetic. im only 20 okay… im not an old lady.

2. me n huijing are training for the national tang soo do championship in klang this coming august. master chin said that we have no hope at all, coz the perak team is very good, superb. (ohya, we will be representing selangor team, too old to be in perak’s)… haha.

3. im going to the petrosains program this coming sunday. it will be 3 weeks program and will be free on weekends. will be staying at The Zon In the Park, beside KLCC….those who miss me, come to klcc, and give me a call.

4. im spending much more than i have. im looking forward to find a part time job, or whatever activities that i will be paid. help…

5. i’m extremely bored at home.

ARGHHHHhhhhh…….

no money = no travel, no travel = no fun, no fun = bored to death.

currenlty, im hooked up with the scent of the handkerchief i got from "somewhere". do u ever smell someone, that it makes you so comfortable, relax and relief when you are not in the mood? believe me, start to smell someone. haha

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i went to the "tosay telur" mamak shop near speedy this afternoon, and have one there. did i mentioned that i was alone? someone "ffk-ed" me. haha. the uncle that cooked the tosay is getting older and thinner. he fall asleep on the table while waiting for customers to come.

is that what we called life?

when we were younger, we went to school, to have the best education. after we graduated, we work. we earn. we marriage. we have kids. we DIE.

imagine life without the need of waiting things that you longed for, regretting of what you have done wrong, hoping that things would be better.

for me, life would be perfect when everyone lives happily, without much worries and arguments. It’s nice if you can spend the time with your loved ones, under one roof, preparing meals, cleaning the house, enjoying each other’s companion. (oopss..since when im like a marriaged woman?) but, wouldn’t it be nice like that?

i reached the age of twenty around two months ago and at that time i felt superior and matured enough to handle my own business.

mom bought me a key, indicating that i can be fleed from their supervision.

Besides the feeling of "matured" and the aging signs, i still think i am still weak and young and immature all in all.

being the second youngest in my family, i tend to have all the decisions made, rely on my parents and sisters for everything. whenever i encountered difficulties, i will go to my dad ( something more technical ) and my sisters ( something non technical ).

i have no worries about clothing, i got second-hand clothes from them, (sisters) when i was younger, which means i just accept things that have been arranged accordingly. even the University i’m studying now. i went because i got it by chance, by luck and not by fighting for it. im studying in BIS, because i simply clicked when i apply for the courses. (i didn’t apply for ENGINEERING, because not interested, not because i was not offered). you see, things come and i just follow.

recenlty, major changes took place in my life, well, i should say in everyone’s life, who was involved ,either directly or indirectly could feel the impact of the changes.

things no longer come in a smooth way. sleeps no longer sweet every night.

i have no guidance to handle this situation. i have no sisters by my side to tell me to do this and that, cause it is way too serious. (they have got their "major" problem to face, which they can’t be here, with me, to cure him). the worst part : i don’t know what to tell or say to him, to reassure him things gonna be fine, cause i know that it is not so easy.

at times, i feel like slapping him for his stereotyping thinking. but to think more about it, he is a patience, a victim but also the creator of everything.

it is hard to blame him, the one who you adore, care, love, respect the most for everything.

things are very very hard to be taken care of. i was very ignorance all these while, cause i tend to learn and hear things that i want to know, the rest which is non of my business, i dont give it a damn. whenever i want to know that particular answer, i just ask around. in short i take things for granted. but now, i need to apply things that "not my concern before" in my life now. sigh.

i just feel like running away.

yea, im in my semester break for around 2 months. back to ti, but found myself alone in a small room for ages. why?
i guess i have not involved in social for long that i don’t have anyone to be called or texted for a tea break.

sigh. pathetics.

to those who are in ti now, plz give me a call or msg, for a "yum cha and sek pao" session okay.

btw, number changed. 012 517 1194.

call me, call me, call me.~~~~