up and down, left and right

i see you as my very best friend.

yes, you are right. you have the right to say things that you think its right for you. however, have you ever think how i would be hurt by your own words if i ever find it out?

it is indeed very pain.

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i thought you’d told me before that i have the right to find the right one. or perhaps i have misunderstand what you are trying to tell me.

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i protected you every time people say bad things about you. i denied "Facts" that will ruin your reputation.

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i…i…i have nothing to say anymore.

i only want to tell you that i am sorry. had great time with you. but environment changed, situation changed, people changed and i changed.

really sorry for hurting you.

may god bless you with someone who is much better.

=i am sucks=

to him:

you no longer has a secure place in my heart. you had stole my respect, love and care towards you. although u might made a very big mistake, however you don’t care to make a change, instead you make the hole bigger and bigger..causing people who cares and loves you the most suffer the most.

a cut will leave a scar and no matter how you cure it or treat it, it will remains there forever. Making mistakes without admiting is even worse than killing a person. your action will remains  forever in each and every hearts of ours..

last word from me, "SHAME ON YOU"

to her:

you have enough all these years of suffering. you are the most innocent and naive victim here. you should not bear this kind of pain. i salute your braveness and your spirit. Stop letting your tears roling down your cheek because of him. he is no longer worth it. you deserve better. someone better and someone who loves you more than you love yourself. Don’t worry. you will always have us beside you supporting you from falling down.

to me:

you should not always complaining about how life is so unfair to you anymore. there are a lot of people who suffers thousand times worst than you. learn from this incident and you have to let yourself grown up. don’t be so naive anymore in believing that everyone is innocent and naive. Human are complicated.

to you:

this is wholly what i am feeling now. just be aware and be more alert on everyone’s around you. do not trust people even those who you loves the most because they will hurt you the most!

*happy new year*