hey my friends, who do u think i am?
have u ever treat me as one?
or am i too stupid treating u as mine?
there are times when i just kept quite when u left me all by my own.
there are times when i just kept silence fulfilling ur requests.
but i just couldnt take it anymore.
do u know how hurt i am when u all left me alone?
do u know how hurt i am when u all dun even care bout my feeling?
i always ask myself,
am i very annoying that they wouldnt want me to tag along?
am i really?
or perhaps i am too stupid, offering u all rides when u all dun appreciate it?
i didnt want to being fool again.
deep in my heart, it is crying.
i was stunt when i overheard ur conversation.
i know i am just another stupid-idiot-"friend" of urs.
and plz dun look down on us, the ITIS students.
not that we dont get the engineering course… it was just becoz we don even care to apply for one. coz we are all not interested. so, stop stereotyping!
if u think ITIS is easy, take minoring in the management course and prove to me that i am wrong all these while.
it is so hard living in utp. u wouldnt have the friend that really true to u. when ppl are treating u nice, hmm, they got motive in themselves. its driving me crazy. they might be nice in front of me, but somehow i believe that they will backstab me from behind.
maybe the problems are not from them, it is me myself. should i control myself when i am talking to them or should i just change myself to be accepted by the society?? i guess everyone would think he/she is right all the times.
yes., i know my english is freaking bad. not everyone is perfect. laugh as what u all want. i don care anymore.